I believe I've mentioned here that my journey up the ladder of life has been full of struggles for the simplest of things (as I'm sure everyone's has in their own way). Sometimes even when you've accomplished a lot, it's hard to feel satisfied with yourself. In the back of your mind there's always something saying "you should have done more by now". On Friday April 13th, I turned 21. Leading up to my birthday, I was feeling rather selfconcious about the things I haven't accomplished yet; like getting a job or being in a relationship. As I write this now, I feel these worries are quite petty and brought on by society's expectations. It's unfortunate that these expectations can weigh so heavily on someone... especially me.
I guess it proves I'm more human (and less of a cyborg) than I thought!
I almost feel ashamed at how easy it is to brush aside what I've been through and hope for what society calls "more". I HAVE accomplished a lot, most of which goes unmarked within societal guidelines. I was originally supposed to be a "braindead vegetable" according to the oh so lovely specialists of the 1990s. What a long way I have come from that early diagnosis. Today I am the first person in my ENTIRE family to be in University! In regards to this achievement, what society says, should take the backseat... but somehow it sneaks to the front! I do not share this with you to brag or get pity. I share this as a reminder to myself and others, that when you feel like you should be doing more, remember what you HAVE done and be proud of it!
I know I am young and there's still plenty of time to accomplish things. So, right now I'll get through school and enjoy my time with friends. I would like to take this time to thank them for the endless support, meeting such wonderful people was an accomplishment in itself. As long as I have them, it doesn't matter when or if I accomplish what society says. Thanks for making my journey easier. As the years go by, I will always be proud of my experience at King's University College @ Western -- on wheels to boot!
Karli
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| Me & my friend Dominque McKee - President of Student Issues @ King's UWO |
